Sunday, August 5, 2007

New job jitteries

Night falls...last evening when I am a blissful homemaker.

Tomorrow, I start my new job and I am all jitters. After all, I have been with my previous company for 5 years. I had friends, I always know what to do and the environment has been so comforting.

With my dad's 2nd op pending for Tue, I am all the more unsettled. But I am sure that God has seen it coming all along and blessed me with this new job so that the finances part will not be a burden. Thank you Lord! You are so good to me when I am so undeserving of Your love.

I don't think I will be able to sleep well tonight. As it is, I have already started to have work related dreams since early part of this week. I dreamt about my ex clients, colleagues, rushing for meetings...GOSH! It's like I am possessed or something...

I worry if I will have any work to do or too much to do. Who's gonna be my lunch kakis, where am I gonna sit..how's my new boss gonna treat me...so much to think about! But actually, I shouldn't worry at all. For if God leads me to this, He will surely bring me thru it.

Amen!

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