Are Christians meant to be doormats in this cruel world?

Finally, the weekend is here. As I write, Sabbath is already over and I can't help but feel a little sad and apprehensive as Monday draws closer, which means I am into my 2nd week at my new job.

This week has been eventful. Starting a new job, my dad getting his op, a dear church brother getting married on Nat Day's Eve(which coincidentally, is my 13th wedding anniversary) and lastly, REU outing in Jurong Bird Park, where the family had fun and importantly, communion with fellow brethens. I truly enjoy it. Getting to know fellow church members and their family. You get to see another side of them, the fun side.

I started my fasting prayer after dinner last night. My new job doesn't bode well. What I thought I was hired to do has now changed quite drastically, and I am very displeased about the arrangements. Again, I draw comfort from the words of Paul the disciple in the book of Phil 4. Rejoice always, Paul advises. Somehow, I need to keep reminding myself that my dear beloved heavenly Father surely has His reasons and plans why I am put in this place.

It's funny how jubilation at the onset of a new job can now suddenly turned into such a turmoil. I always have this question in my mind. Are christians meant to be stepped all over and be doormats to unbelieving gentiles? Just because we are to emulate all the good characteristics of Jesus Christ, does it make it right for us to be bullied? Is it wrong to assert our rights and speak our mind and refuse what are wrong and down right blatant exploitation? I'm confused sometimes....

I find it hard to know when is the right time to take it lying down knowing that God will revenge me and when it's right to stand up and just give it back to people who are out to bully you...does other christians share similar grievances as I do?

I started my fasting prayer after dinner last night and well into this afternoon. I wanted to draw close to God and His blessings and words of wisdom when I speak my mind to my new boss on Mon. It's likely I may lose my job but I have to stop doubting and start believing that God is with me. It's timely that today during sermon, Pr Chin AQ spoke about what Jesus said in Luke 8:50 - Do not be afraid; only believe..

I shall not cower in worry nor fear. I will be bold in His name