Paul, the disciple said to rejoice no matter what situation you are in(phil 4 : 4, 11) and not to be anxious for anything but pray always and let known our requests to God so that we might have peace and understanding and be able to guard our hearts and minds through Jesus Christ(Phil 4 : 6-7).
It is hard not to be anxious for now I not only worry for my job prospect but also for my dad's impending heart operation which coincidentally is on the 1st Aug which might also be the first day of my new job.
I can't help but wonder if God has something planned in mind for me which allows for these series of incidents to happen. Perhaps the job is not meant to be since now my dad will need me to take care of him. But what about money? I am going to run out of my savings by end this year and at the current rate I am going, I am doubtful if I will ever get re-employed.
I am ashamed at my own lack of faith. God will never forsake me. He will definitely provide for me and my family. If only I can exercise my faith more and just hold on and I am sure I will be able to see His glory and what He has in store for me.
God pls be with me and comfort me and my family.
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